Introduction to Skylar Poppyseed (author)

In 2017, we have been diagnosed by our psychiatrist with Complex Trauma or Complex PTSD and in 2020, Dissociative Identity Disorder. We have been through severe negligence in childhood, bullying at school on a daily basis for decades, sexual abuse by multiple perpetrators and unimaginable satanic ritual abuse. We have been hospitalized for eight times, three times in intensive care, once in seclusion room and had NDE (near death experiences) survived suicide attempts for five times.

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Our Encounters of Highest Standard of Care from God (Jesus Christ)

Salvation

Eternal hell is real, for every human had sinned against God. Please do not end up in hell fire after your death. Jesus Christ who has no sin and who is God Himself, died at the cross for the forgiveness for all of humanity’s sins, so that we can have eternal life in heaven. If you are not saved yet, please trust in Jesus as your salvation today. He loves you so much that the Creator of the Universe had died for you and each of our sins, so that we can be reconciled with our perfectly righteous God.

Relationship

Jesus your heavenly Father wants an intimate unique relationship with you on a daily basis. You can pray anytime and at anywhere to the Lord throughout each day. This is God’s will for each of us. God is never too busy and always available to hear you communicating with Him, because He is omnipresent. When psychologist, psychiatrist, friends and family members do not understand me, I sought Jesus by pouring out every burden and thought to Him. Jesus knows everything about you completely, when you thought that no one understood you. He has been with you since day one until now. There is no one like God (Jesus Christ).

Repentance

Each day, I would repent of all my sins completely, leaving no compromise or partiality. Even one unrepentant sin is enough to send a person to hell. If I sinned throughout the day, I would repent multiple times quickly, by sincerely confessing each of my sin in prayer and ask for forgiveness, pleading the blood of Jesus over me. Obedience to the commandments of God comes after salvation through Christ’s blood. Yes, we are saved by Christ’s blood at the cross alone, but complete obedience is a requirement to be heaven bound.

Surrender

Surrendering completely to the perfect will and plan of God is a requirement of obedience. Each day, I would ask in prayer to Jesus to let His Holy Spirit to guide me every step of the way to walk in His will and plan for me, today, tomorrow and each day forward. I would never attempt to plan ahead by my own schedule. Surrendering to God also means to die to self spiritually, by loving God and loving people completely. It is to focus on Jesus every day, where I would sacrifice worldly pursuits, in order to spend most or all of my time in the Lord.

Disclaimer: I am not a doctor or therapist, but only has first-hand experience (30 years of trauma) to share and want to walk with you that you are not alone. We have encountered the radical all-consuming love of God that had been very healing, which might interest you.

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