I have been diagnosed with Complex PTSD since 2017, borderline PD since 2020, as well as autism. I sought Jesus since 2012, when I had major depression my entire life, with constant self-harm and suicidality. I have experienced multiple types of traumas in a prolonged period of time, including bullying at school, sexual traumas and nanny’s negligence. It had been around 10 years I had deeply known Jesus and before 2012 I had faith also, which was the past thirteen years, when I was baptized since sixteen years old.
I could not write much words, because of my mental illness. I have been sleeping very long hours per day, sometimes up to 20 hours. But when I look to Jesus, there is hope, the hope of eternal life not only for me, but for those of you who have not known Him yet. I look to His deep unconditional love, which draws me close to Him. He wants to have a relationship with you His child. I have been traumatized to the point of looking down completely, holding my other upper arm tightly with both of my legs bent sideways, collapsed in my doctor’s corridor, but in Jesus there is strength.