I have survived three suicide attempts in July 7, 2019 and July 14, 2019. One was hanging, another was bloodbath and then overdose. I am thankful for Jesus that I have not been abandoned, but by His grace that I am alive. The first one was survived by the help of a friend, the second and third were survived by the help of my parents. I am currently twenty-six years old. Back then I was twenty-four years old. I have learnt that life is precious, that despite I have lost everything in my life, but my life is precious above all.
Dearest Jesus, please help me not to self-harm and be suicidal anymore. Thank you for the breath of life from You. I know that You are with me and have not forsaken me. I cherish my life and hope that others look to You for hope, the hope of eternal life in You, there is joy and peace everlasting. All we do is to put our faith in You, that You have died on the cross for the forgiveness of our sins and by Your blood covering we have Your righteous works. You have told me that I will not feel sadness anymore, when I will be transformed and I am thankful for this.