I have a trauma history of being bullied from primary to secondary schools and sexual traumas, three times when I was thirteen, two times when I was twenty and one time when I was twenty-five, altogether six of them. I seek Jesus for my healing completely, and He is very keen to heal me and I am very thankful for that. If you have not known Him and had suffered traumas, Jesus is the perfect healer. He knows everything about every one of us from the beginning of life and loves all of us all the same.
Despite I had so much traumas from childhood to adulthood, I tried to live in the present and forget the pain of the past. It is hard, but I ask for Jesus’ strength to help me continue each day at a time, amid constant self-harm and suicidality. I had been suicidal ever since 2017 and it continued and it got worse over the years, but I cling to Jesus, knowing that He is with me regardless of my feelings, that I can go through this and those of you who have not known Him, can also rely on Him for your every need.