Dearest Jesus, I pray that I will not land into the hospital again, because staying at home is a better environment than there. I do not feel comfortable with the psychiatrists in the hospital, but You oh Lord is my true healer. You know everything about me. Who is like You oh Lord? Please heal me completely soon, so that I will no longer be very weak and disabled. Although I speak little words or write little words, I already have done my best to give my all to You, including actions in surrender to Your will.
I have been to the psychiatric hospital in 2017 February, 2020 December twice, 2021 January and May to July. I have been taken by ambulance to the hospital. I would stay in the emergency room first and then being transferred to the psychiatric ward. Many times I had been admitted to the hospital involuntarily. Lord Jesus, You said that Your love would heal me, thank you for Your deep love that is chasing after me. You know my every hurt and I have been hurt to the core of my core being, despite being so silent before others, but inwardly there is that silent pain.