I have been suicidal since 2017 and it lasted for 5 years and more until now. Each suicidal day was extremely hard to go through. I have always been so alone in my pain, but I am thankful Lord Jesus that You collect my tears, letting me know that someone had cared. You have been with me throughout my life.
The traumas had made me felt worthless, but thank you Father that you have sent an online friend to me, how precious is she, who comforted me when I was in need. She had been helping me a lot in my deep pain. I have met her since 2016, so it had been 6 years that we have met each other. I have no friends locally, and she is sustaining me.