Dearest Jesus, please help me not to be hospitalized again, because being hospitalized is not pleasurable at all. Despite of all the hospitalizations and suicidality, Father, I still come to You through all these pain, knowing that You are my true healer, who knows me better than the worldly doctors here available.
The doctors do not understand me and the psychiatrists rather had misunderstood what I was going through, but Father, You know every hurt and every pain that I have gone through. You know me inside and out. Even without speaking, You know me more than I know of myself, oh Father.