Dearest Jesus, I am very thankful that I have survived my suicide attempts back in 2019. I have not only survived this, but survived my trauma history also. I have once been commented by a psychiatric nurse that he had never seen anyone as traumatized as me, in his entire 15 years of career. That was the first time I had my suicidal ideations of drowning back in 2017. I have been self-harming by the cutting of wrists and thighs, and also the pulling out of head hair, but please Lord help me to stay away from self-harming myself.
Thank you for promising that You will wipe away my tears very soon, and knowing that You know my every tear that I ever had. You know my every traumatized position, when I was in that position, I was in very deep pain. I was not speaking and I was looking down completely without seeing their faces, when the crisis assessment and treatment team came to my home.