Dearest Jesus, I ask for a heart of pure gold. I remember I have lost everything since I have started to follow You and surrender my complete will to You in 2012 December, then the second time I have lost everything in my life was in November 27-28, 2020 and third time was December 9-10, 2020. I always have You in mind, despite outwardly I was confused.
I fell in love with You amid my circumstance of having lost everything thrice to the point that I go numb, very numb. Thank you for all the trials, for whether I went away or seeking You, right now I am with You on the same side and only ask for the strength to continue this surrender to You oh Jesus.